Moonchild

Well another year is ending!! It was a very complicated year,with some happy stuff but with lots of bad stuff as well. Time for reflexion, time to celebrate life once more even though it seems that we have no reason to celebrate but we are still here! With some luck on new year's eve I will reunite with some dear friends and that will give me strength to stand firm on my ground even if most people dont understand me. With the disappearance of 2005, I hope that some old ghosts disappear too for we must move on... Happy 2006 everyone!


"FullMoonChild- Moonchild"

Tell me, what are we doing here?
To live in a tear, until we all disappear?
Is the challenge, to live in this place?
Becoming angels fallen from grace

In this light we dance

Footsteps in an empty hall
Whispers as the curtains fall
Astennu, Egyptian god of the moon
(Tell me) How deep is your wound?

Is this the underground sign?
We are the moonchild

Am I the deathless one?
Or the chosen one to die?
Our souls still lie in this torment
Like you I’ve cried
So this is our domain
Under this (pale) light we dance
As we gather under the full moon
We are the moon child... "

Great concert, great night...

Well I'm tired and sleepy but here it goes something! Dr. Zilch concert friday night was just great! The sound was very good, the performance was excelent the beer was cool and the right friends were there (thank you all!). I also danced in the bar after the concert go figure! ;P The night was wonderful but short at the same time since it passed so quickly... Dr. Zilch new album rules a lot, is extremely powerfull, I like it a lot and I want more concerts like this!! But I almost have pitty of the doll but I think she deserves it! You guys ruleeeeeee... Times flies when we are having fun as someone said. I got no hangover this morning but I didn't got any sleep either so I'm going to bed now! Please visit: www.drzilch.com, hear the songs etc etc, you will like it! ;) It has great photos as well. Hey Nuno thanks for being there, I like you a lot, you're a special friend always... A big kiss for you!


"Games of wonder

Play this new game of death and love
You will get much higher even higher above
More than action and mystery
It’s a game of pain and reality
You just have to kill the bastards
Heads and bodies apart
Fuck all the girls
Or someone eat your heart
You’ll be able to handle a machine gun
So use it when someone’s spoilin’ your fun
Spreading sparks and lead through every place
Terror’s so funny in the others’ face

Play the games of death
The games of wonder
Pay for those who help
Making you stronger
Play the games of death
The games of wonder
Pay for those who help
Making you stronger
Than anybody else
You’ve ever known
You’re reaching God

Play this new game of fuck and kill
Reach the hall of fame then you pay the bill
If you got the guts to challenge cops, dealers, sluts
Get into this dream it’s just pay-and-win

Play the games of death
The games of wonder
Pay for those who help
Making you stronger
Play the games of death
The games of wonder
Pay for those who help
Making you stronger
Play- Na nana na na nana na
Pay- Na nana na na nana na
Play- Na nana na na nana na
Pay- Na nana na na nana na"

by Dr. Zilch

In memory of...

Fernando Pessoa died seventy years ago.
Here is one of his many poems.


"Ó mar anterior a nós, teus medos
Tinham coral e praias e arvoredos.
Desvendadas a noite e a ceração.
As tormentas passadas e o mistério,
Abria em flor o longe, e o sul sidério
Splendia sobre as naus da iniciação.

Linha severa de longínqua costa-
Quando a nau se aproxima ergue-se a encosta
Em árvores onde o Longe nada tinha;
Mais perto, abre-se a terra em sons e cores.
E, no desembarcar, há aves, flores,
Onde era só, de longe e abstracta linha.

O sonho é ver as formas invisíveis
Da distância imprecisa, e, com sensíveis
Mivimentos da esperança e da vontade,
Buscar na linha fria do horizonte
A árvore, a praia, a flor, a ave, a fonte.
Os beijos merecidos da verdade."

Fernando Pessoa

Bleeding soul...

Well my friends it has been a cool weekend but it's ending! It is going to be a very difficult week, I have lots of work waiting for me and I have to put up once more with the routine of going to work and coming home, going to work and coming home... Sometimes I feel like I'm in prision, stuck in "home" with my family, always being criticized and with no privacy not even to think! I already miss my friends RIP, Nokturna and Lost Soul and I also miss my "vampire angel" who I hope to see very soon... Still there are always moments and events that help us getting through the work week like the concert I'm going to on friday night with the band of my dear special friend that sometimes troubles my heart and fills me with doubts! But I will be there with my band mates from Oceansoulz to support him and of course enjoy the concert and drink lots of "water"! Oh I wish that tomorrow could be already friday! Can't wait for some events to come... Stay under the Moonspell!! ;P

"But first on earth as vampires sent,Thy course shall from this tomb be rent."- Lord Byron

O resto é só terra e céu...

Viajar! Perder países!
Ser outro constantemente,
Por a alma não ter raízes
De viver de ver somente!

Não pertencer nem a mim!
Ir em frente, ir a seguir,
A ausência de ter um fim,
E da ânsia de o conseguir!

Viajar assim é viagem.
Mas faço-o sem ter de meu:
Mais que o sonho de passagem.
O resto é só terra e céu.

Fernando Pessoa

"How We Became Fire"

"how we became Fire?
slaves to the smaller Desire
of ignoring wrong and right


when we could have been water
the shape of all things
the end of all things

burning with you
at once the grace
and the curse

how we became Fire?
when we could have been earth
the ground you sleep,rest in

when we could have been air
follow you everywhere

burning with you
at once the grace
and the curse

how we became Fire ?
slaves to the greater Desire
of enlighten you and I
of saving you and I"

by Moonspell


Just can't get this song from my mind!

Under the Moonspell

I'm a creature of the night
Born without a father
Having the Moon as my mother

Only the Moon knows how I feel
Only the Moon knows who I am
The moonlight is my guide
My soul companion in my life

My life is like an eternal darkness
With no stars and no sun behind the Moon
The more I try to reach the sunlight
The more I become close to darkness

Like a neverending tunnel
A tunnel with no exit
My life fastly reaches towards its end...

Este é dedicado à banda que eu mais gosto e que para mim é "the best band in the world". Kisses to all.

Pagan Prayer

The Moon, the Nature, the Earth
I call the hidden powers of the night
To stand by me, along with love
Freedom is an eternal fight!

The power of light, the power of darkness
Let blood remind us of all the suffering...
Pain, tears, despair are our sacrifice
Towards injustice we will always rise


The Mother, the Water
Let us create an ocen of good vibrations
Always keep an open heart
Never doubt your good intentions

Celebrating under the moonlight
We seek true imortality
We give friendship under the sunlight
We give happiness through carnal passion

To all the Good on Earth
I call on to Thee
Offering you my life
I wonder if you'll help me


We want to end misery
We want to end evilness
We want to bring peace
We want to bring happiness

On this dark and cold night
We still stand strong
Needing a signal from the powers above
Our mission is to find Love!

This one is dedicated to my "foreign" friendsmoonbrothers and sisters: Starborn, Mahzer, Deadblood, Snowbird... and to my special friend Nuno and to my special friend whom I miss so much Mr. Nipple... ;P

Personalidades

"Sou calma, sou paz, sou luar
Sou também o fogo e o calor
Sou o brilho do sol nas ondas do mar
Sou tristeza, sou paixão, sou amor

Amo as crianças, amo o seu riso
Amo a sua amldade e a sua inocência
Amo todas as artes e saberes
Amo a literatura e a ciência


Gosto de caminhadas à chuva
Gosto de praia num belo dia de verão
Amo o carinho e a ternura
Pois só eles me aquecem o coração

Amo os espíritos, os anjos, os deuses
Amo a natureza e todas as formas de ser
Possuo uma enorme vontade de amar
Mas amo sobretudo viver!"

Este post é dedicado às PP's (rip e nokturna), ao meu mano lost soul, ao meu mano lunar meph e a todos os amigos com quem tive oportunidade de estar no porto. O concerto de Moonspell no sá da bandeira foi excelente!! Só para nomear alguns: darkcapricorn, havfrue, darkmoon, mephsis, pexen, endemoniada, oeumanusdei, jamez... Beijos para todos. \m/