Spider's Web

Apesar do calor lá fora sinto-me gelada por dentro... Paralisada pelo medo fecho-me em mim afastando todos aqueles que se querem aproximar. Como se tivesse sido apanhada numa teia em que, quanto mais me tento libertar, mais me sinto presa.

Going Under

Sufocate

Sometimes I feel I'm going to sufocate...

From the Cradle to Enslave

"Two thousand fattened years like maniacs
Have despoiled our common grave
Now what necrophagous Second Coming backs
From the cradle to enslave?

Sickle constellations
Stud the belts that welt the sky
Whilst the bitter winter moon
Prowls the cloud, dead-eyed
Like shifting parent flesh
Under silk matricide...

Watchful as she was upon Eden
Where every rose arbour and orchard she swept
Hid the hissing of a serpent Libido
In an ancient tryst with catastrophe
Soon the be kept

Hear that hissing now on the breeze
As through the plundered groves of the carnal garden
A fresh horror blows but ten billion souls
Are blind to see the rotting wood for the trees

This is the theme to a better Armageddon
Nightchords rake the heavens
PAN DAEMON AEAON

And what use are prayers to that god?
As devils bay concensus for the space to piss
On your smouldering faith
And the mouldering face
Of this world long a paradise lost

This is the end of everything
Hear the growing chora that a new dawn shall bring

Danse macabre 'neath the tilt of the zodiac
Now brighter stars shall reflect on our fate
What sick nativities will be freed when those lights burn black?
The darkside of the mirror always threw our malice back...

I see the serpentine in your eyes
The nature of the beast as revelations arrive

Our screams shall trail to Angels
For those damned in flames repay
All sinners lose their lot on Judgement Day
We should have cut our looses as at Calvary
But our hearts like heavy crosses held the vain belief
Salvation, like a promised nation
Gleamed a claim away...

This is the end of everything you have ever known
Buried like vanquished reason
Death is season
Drive like the drifting snow
Peace, a fragile lover, left us fantasising war
On our knees or another f**ker's shore
Heiling new flesh
Read, then roared
To a crooked cross and a Holy Cause
What else be whipped to frenzy for?

This is the end of everything
Rear the tragedies
That the Seraphim shall sing

Old adversaries
Next to Eve
Now they're clawing back
I smell their cumming
As through webbed panes of meat
Led by hoary Death
They never left
Dreaming sodomies
To impress on human failure
When we've bled upon our knees

Tablatures of gravel law
Shall see Gehennah paved
When empires fall
And nightmares crawl
From the cradle to enslave....

This is the end of everything"

Cradle of Filth- From the Cradle to Enslave

It Shines

You're the light that shines in darkness for me... Even though I can't get to you sometimes because I feel you so distant. But still... you are here!

In my mind, in my heart, in my tears...

In Hell

Waiting... In Hell... Thinking... There's a darkness coming... Deciding... I'm almost there!

"For you, I will cut my veins open... And let you hide on them."

(Moonspell- Sanguine)

Wasted Years

"From the coast of gold, across the seven seas
I'm travellin' on, far and wide
But now it seems, I'm just a stranger to myself
And all the things I sometimes do, it isn't me but
someone else

I close my eyes, and think of home
Another city goes by in the night
Ain't it funny how it is, you never miss it 'til it's
gone away
And my heart is lying there and will be 'til my
dying day

So understand
Don't waste your time always searching for
those wasted years
Face up... make your stand
And realise you're living in the golden years

Too much time on my hands, I got you on my mind
Can't ease this pain, so easily
When you can't find the words to say it's hard to
make it through another day
And it makes me wanna cry and throw my
hands up to the sky

So understand
Don't waste your time always searching for
those wasted years
Face up... make your stand
And realise you're living in the golden years"

Iron Maiden- Wasted Years

Remember

"Remember!

Once it was ours
We have waited forever
We are to blame
For once it was ours

Remember!"

Moonspell- Once it was Ours!

It's a Question of Lust

www.irishq.dk

"Fragile
Like a baby in your arms
Be gentle with me
I'd never willingly
Do you harm

Apologies
Are all you ever seem to get from me
But just like a child
You make me smile
When you care for me
And you know...

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Independence
Is still important for us though (we realise)
It's easy to make
The stupid mistake
Of letting go (do you know what I mean)

My weakness
You know each and every one (it frightens me)
But I need to drink
More than you seem to think
Before I'm anyone's
And you know...

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Kiss me goodbye
When I'm on my own
But you know that I'd
Rather be home

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together"

Depeche Mode- It's a Question of Lust

P.S.- Desculpa o abuso...

No one

No one understands... no one cares... What the hell am I doing here?

Foolish Games

"You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.

You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've gone
Off track with you.

Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that."

Jewel- Foolish Games

It's a Kind of Magic

edited by Carlos Ferreira aka Meph

Falling II

Will you be there when I fall?

Hope Renewed

Há sempre uma esperança renovada com o nascer de um novo dia... É preciso é que a luz do sol brilhe no nosso interior; não tem que ser a luz do dia mas o ânimo que devemos tentar dar à nossa alma ferida. Como a fénix, há sempre uma forma de renascer.

Eyes

I taste hell in your eyes...

Caught by surprise

But still here by your side...

Always!

Mute

www.megamonalisa.com

"Approach and try to live me backwards

then without looking behind
surviving is somewhat confusing
although I never mind

if only silence could ever talk

how loud will be the voice

of this sincerely yours, violently yours

without you I am mute

without you, raped and nude

(without you) [No] (while you are the) one can touch me like I do

If only you could crawl by yourself
and release me from all your weight

would I still love you to the point of hate?

Cherish my guilt and then juggle with it

that paper Jesus on your bedroom wall

will bleed us to redeem
(will bleed us to redeem)

Without you I am mute

without you, raped and nude,

(Without you) [no] (while you are the) one can hurt me like you do

I want to know how it feels

to proceed without sharing it

your devil disguise is breaking

your face is now so crude
conscious blind and deaf and mute

it is the only way to be just near of you

it is the only way to show myself to you

Without you I am mute

raped and nude, without you..."

Moonspell- Mute

P.S.- This is how I feel today...

Note: the picture; she also had a secret...

Desejo

"O desejo profundo, o desejo mais real é aquele de se aproximar de alguém. A parti daí, começam a ocorrer as reacções, o homem e a mulher entram em jogo, mas o que acontece antes - a atracção que os juntou - é impossível de explicar. É o desejo intocável, no seu estado puro.

Quando o desejo ainda está nesse estado puro, homem e mulher apaixonam-se pela vida, vivem cada momento com reverência, e conscientemente, sempre à espera do momento certo para celebrar a próxima benção.

Pessoas assim não têm pressa, não precipitam os acontecimentos com acções inconscientes. Elas sabem que o inevitável se manifestará, que o verdadeiro encontra sempre uma forma de se mostrar. Quando chega o momento, elas não hesitam, não perdem uma oportunidade, não deixam passar nenhum momento mágico, porque respeitam a importância de cada segundo."

Paulo Coelho- Onze Minutos

Exploding

I feel like my head is exploding! Don't know what to do anymore... Need something for this pain...

Memories

"In this world you tried

Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears"

Within Temptation- Memories

P.S.- Para sempre a actuação dos Within no SBSR ficará na minha memória; esta música em particular (Eye: you know why). Mais uma vez obrigado a todos os amigos que me aturaram no SBSR; eles sabem quem são. Para eles um beijo especial...

Futuro Próximo

O futuro é ainda desconhecido. A vida meia volta apresenta-nos algo inesperado; surpresas boas e más. Devemos aprender com as más e disfrutar das boas intensamente e não podemos perder nunca a esperança... Temos que saber "largar" algumas coisas, seguir em frente e ter coragem e serenidade de fazer mudanças quando é preciso. Renovar a alma e recuperar energias; deixar a janela sempre aberta para permitir a entrada da "luz"!

P.S.- Quase de partida para uma nova aventura... ;) Volto em breve e obrigada a todos aqueles que têm estado presentes.

Falling

"Falling into you it's all I seem to do..." (Placebo). It's like flying with a smile on my face...

Wasteland

"There's a crystal view from my window

And I can see years to come
I live for the burn and the sting of pleasure
I live for the sword, the steel, and the gun
I can tear down the walls, storm them barricades
Run to the place where the frightened crawl
Desire lurks beyond good and evil
So dance on the graves where the hammer falls


Over this land
All over this wasteland
Over this land
All over this wasteland

You can touch, but please keep your distance
You're innocent and pure and with no shame
The spirit is willing, and the flesh is great
Your teasing your torment with the pleasure of pain

Over this land

All over this wasteland

Over this land

All over this wasteland

Heaven and Hell, I know them well

But I haven't yet made my choice

I'm feeling dead 'cause I'm shouting loud

And NO ONE can hear my voice

Walking the tightwire, can't look down

Strung out high, above you all

Faithful wind blows through this land

Howls my name, Hell is my fall.

Over this land

All over this wasteland

Over this land

All over this wasteland"

The Mission- Wasteland

Super Hero

You Are Elektra

There's really no superhero with more style than you. Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?

What Superhero Are You?

Wolf Eyes

The light of your eyes shines for me in the darkness of my existence. One of my few lights "at the end fo the earth"! Thanks for being there...

This Pain

This pain is slowly dragging me to insanity...

Phantom Of The Opera