Lonely Thoughts

I sometimes wish to run away and leave all of this behind... But that would only make problems worse, you have to face difficulties head on! We all run from something from time to time because we grow tired of so much despair and confusion. I feel confused... should I take a step forwards or should I take a step behind? Am I risking too much? Can I believe what your eyes tell me? Or should I know that is all an illusion... If only I could get my head clearer! So many other things cloud my thoughts: work, family, intrigues, envy, sometimes rage and jealousy that all I can see is a fog occupying the path in front of me. Hiding the possibilities that I have. Remembering that life is difficult, hard, that we all risk something in the choices that we make, that loneliness is a significant part in our existence in this world.

P.S.- Why is it that when we need friend support and caring they all seem too busy to be with you? It seems like life is testing your strength... Just tired of all these games!

I just feel so lonely and sad sometimes...