Noddy "The Lord of Darkness"

Brutal!!! ;)

O Abismo

No "final da terra" não existe nada a não ser o abismo que se estende negro aos nossos pés. Sabemos que não podemos voltar para trás e em frente só vemos escuridão e sofrimento... Somos impelidos a avançar pelo que sentimos e pelo facto de aceitarmos a possibilidade de irmos pelo caminho errado e tudo o que isso acarreta. Admitimos a nossa ignorância face a muitas coisas mas sabemos que na vida nada é certo; existem sempre surpresas. Das más estamos à espera e das boas apenas temos esperança que elas aconteçam antes que fiquemos demasiado magoados com a vida e deixemos de acreditar que aqueles que puxam os cordelinhos do destino nos tenham reservado a possibilidade de sermos felizes.

Letting the cables sleep...

"You in the dark

You in the pain
You on the run
Living a hell
Living your ghost
Living your end
Never seem to get in the place that I belong
Don't wanna lose the time
Lose the time to come

Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

You in the sea
On a decline
Breaking the waves
Watching the lights go down
Letting the cables sleep

Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
We'll wrap the world around it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way

I'm a stranger in this town
I'm a stranger in this town

If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way
I'm a stranger in this town
I'm a stranger in this town"

Bush- Letting the cables sleep

The Return

Bem estou de volta, so "be ware"! Em breve haverá novidades. Um agradecimento a todos que visitam este blog.

Life

A vida é aquilo que vai passando enquanto pensamos demasiado no futuro...

Spider's Web

Apesar do calor lá fora sinto-me gelada por dentro... Paralisada pelo medo fecho-me em mim afastando todos aqueles que se querem aproximar. Como se tivesse sido apanhada numa teia em que, quanto mais me tento libertar, mais me sinto presa.

Going Under

Sufocate

Sometimes I feel I'm going to sufocate...

From the Cradle to Enslave

"Two thousand fattened years like maniacs
Have despoiled our common grave
Now what necrophagous Second Coming backs
From the cradle to enslave?

Sickle constellations
Stud the belts that welt the sky
Whilst the bitter winter moon
Prowls the cloud, dead-eyed
Like shifting parent flesh
Under silk matricide...

Watchful as she was upon Eden
Where every rose arbour and orchard she swept
Hid the hissing of a serpent Libido
In an ancient tryst with catastrophe
Soon the be kept

Hear that hissing now on the breeze
As through the plundered groves of the carnal garden
A fresh horror blows but ten billion souls
Are blind to see the rotting wood for the trees

This is the theme to a better Armageddon
Nightchords rake the heavens
PAN DAEMON AEAON

And what use are prayers to that god?
As devils bay concensus for the space to piss
On your smouldering faith
And the mouldering face
Of this world long a paradise lost

This is the end of everything
Hear the growing chora that a new dawn shall bring

Danse macabre 'neath the tilt of the zodiac
Now brighter stars shall reflect on our fate
What sick nativities will be freed when those lights burn black?
The darkside of the mirror always threw our malice back...

I see the serpentine in your eyes
The nature of the beast as revelations arrive

Our screams shall trail to Angels
For those damned in flames repay
All sinners lose their lot on Judgement Day
We should have cut our looses as at Calvary
But our hearts like heavy crosses held the vain belief
Salvation, like a promised nation
Gleamed a claim away...

This is the end of everything you have ever known
Buried like vanquished reason
Death is season
Drive like the drifting snow
Peace, a fragile lover, left us fantasising war
On our knees or another f**ker's shore
Heiling new flesh
Read, then roared
To a crooked cross and a Holy Cause
What else be whipped to frenzy for?

This is the end of everything
Rear the tragedies
That the Seraphim shall sing

Old adversaries
Next to Eve
Now they're clawing back
I smell their cumming
As through webbed panes of meat
Led by hoary Death
They never left
Dreaming sodomies
To impress on human failure
When we've bled upon our knees

Tablatures of gravel law
Shall see Gehennah paved
When empires fall
And nightmares crawl
From the cradle to enslave....

This is the end of everything"

Cradle of Filth- From the Cradle to Enslave

It Shines

You're the light that shines in darkness for me... Even though I can't get to you sometimes because I feel you so distant. But still... you are here!

In my mind, in my heart, in my tears...

In Hell

Waiting... In Hell... Thinking... There's a darkness coming... Deciding... I'm almost there!

"For you, I will cut my veins open... And let you hide on them."

(Moonspell- Sanguine)

Wasted Years

"From the coast of gold, across the seven seas
I'm travellin' on, far and wide
But now it seems, I'm just a stranger to myself
And all the things I sometimes do, it isn't me but
someone else

I close my eyes, and think of home
Another city goes by in the night
Ain't it funny how it is, you never miss it 'til it's
gone away
And my heart is lying there and will be 'til my
dying day

So understand
Don't waste your time always searching for
those wasted years
Face up... make your stand
And realise you're living in the golden years

Too much time on my hands, I got you on my mind
Can't ease this pain, so easily
When you can't find the words to say it's hard to
make it through another day
And it makes me wanna cry and throw my
hands up to the sky

So understand
Don't waste your time always searching for
those wasted years
Face up... make your stand
And realise you're living in the golden years"

Iron Maiden- Wasted Years

Remember

"Remember!

Once it was ours
We have waited forever
We are to blame
For once it was ours

Remember!"

Moonspell- Once it was Ours!

It's a Question of Lust

www.irishq.dk

"Fragile
Like a baby in your arms
Be gentle with me
I'd never willingly
Do you harm

Apologies
Are all you ever seem to get from me
But just like a child
You make me smile
When you care for me
And you know...

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Independence
Is still important for us though (we realise)
It's easy to make
The stupid mistake
Of letting go (do you know what I mean)

My weakness
You know each and every one (it frightens me)
But I need to drink
More than you seem to think
Before I'm anyone's
And you know...

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Kiss me goodbye
When I'm on my own
But you know that I'd
Rather be home

It's a question of lust
It's a question of trust
It's a question of not letting
What we've built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together"

Depeche Mode- It's a Question of Lust

P.S.- Desculpa o abuso...

No one

No one understands... no one cares... What the hell am I doing here?

Foolish Games

"You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.

You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've gone
Off track with you.

Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that."

Jewel- Foolish Games

It's a Kind of Magic

edited by Carlos Ferreira aka Meph

Falling II

Will you be there when I fall?

Hope Renewed

Há sempre uma esperança renovada com o nascer de um novo dia... É preciso é que a luz do sol brilhe no nosso interior; não tem que ser a luz do dia mas o ânimo que devemos tentar dar à nossa alma ferida. Como a fénix, há sempre uma forma de renascer.

Eyes

I taste hell in your eyes...

Caught by surprise

But still here by your side...

Always!

Mute

www.megamonalisa.com

"Approach and try to live me backwards

then without looking behind
surviving is somewhat confusing
although I never mind

if only silence could ever talk

how loud will be the voice

of this sincerely yours, violently yours

without you I am mute

without you, raped and nude

(without you) [No] (while you are the) one can touch me like I do

If only you could crawl by yourself
and release me from all your weight

would I still love you to the point of hate?

Cherish my guilt and then juggle with it

that paper Jesus on your bedroom wall

will bleed us to redeem
(will bleed us to redeem)

Without you I am mute

without you, raped and nude,

(Without you) [no] (while you are the) one can hurt me like you do

I want to know how it feels

to proceed without sharing it

your devil disguise is breaking

your face is now so crude
conscious blind and deaf and mute

it is the only way to be just near of you

it is the only way to show myself to you

Without you I am mute

raped and nude, without you..."

Moonspell- Mute

P.S.- This is how I feel today...

Note: the picture; she also had a secret...

Desejo

"O desejo profundo, o desejo mais real é aquele de se aproximar de alguém. A parti daí, começam a ocorrer as reacções, o homem e a mulher entram em jogo, mas o que acontece antes - a atracção que os juntou - é impossível de explicar. É o desejo intocável, no seu estado puro.

Quando o desejo ainda está nesse estado puro, homem e mulher apaixonam-se pela vida, vivem cada momento com reverência, e conscientemente, sempre à espera do momento certo para celebrar a próxima benção.

Pessoas assim não têm pressa, não precipitam os acontecimentos com acções inconscientes. Elas sabem que o inevitável se manifestará, que o verdadeiro encontra sempre uma forma de se mostrar. Quando chega o momento, elas não hesitam, não perdem uma oportunidade, não deixam passar nenhum momento mágico, porque respeitam a importância de cada segundo."

Paulo Coelho- Onze Minutos

Exploding

I feel like my head is exploding! Don't know what to do anymore... Need something for this pain...

Memories

"In this world you tried

Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears"

Within Temptation- Memories

P.S.- Para sempre a actuação dos Within no SBSR ficará na minha memória; esta música em particular (Eye: you know why). Mais uma vez obrigado a todos os amigos que me aturaram no SBSR; eles sabem quem são. Para eles um beijo especial...

Futuro Próximo

O futuro é ainda desconhecido. A vida meia volta apresenta-nos algo inesperado; surpresas boas e más. Devemos aprender com as más e disfrutar das boas intensamente e não podemos perder nunca a esperança... Temos que saber "largar" algumas coisas, seguir em frente e ter coragem e serenidade de fazer mudanças quando é preciso. Renovar a alma e recuperar energias; deixar a janela sempre aberta para permitir a entrada da "luz"!

P.S.- Quase de partida para uma nova aventura... ;) Volto em breve e obrigada a todos aqueles que têm estado presentes.

Falling

"Falling into you it's all I seem to do..." (Placebo). It's like flying with a smile on my face...

Wasteland

"There's a crystal view from my window

And I can see years to come
I live for the burn and the sting of pleasure
I live for the sword, the steel, and the gun
I can tear down the walls, storm them barricades
Run to the place where the frightened crawl
Desire lurks beyond good and evil
So dance on the graves where the hammer falls


Over this land
All over this wasteland
Over this land
All over this wasteland

You can touch, but please keep your distance
You're innocent and pure and with no shame
The spirit is willing, and the flesh is great
Your teasing your torment with the pleasure of pain

Over this land

All over this wasteland

Over this land

All over this wasteland

Heaven and Hell, I know them well

But I haven't yet made my choice

I'm feeling dead 'cause I'm shouting loud

And NO ONE can hear my voice

Walking the tightwire, can't look down

Strung out high, above you all

Faithful wind blows through this land

Howls my name, Hell is my fall.

Over this land

All over this wasteland

Over this land

All over this wasteland"

The Mission- Wasteland

Super Hero

You Are Elektra

There's really no superhero with more style than you. Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?

What Superhero Are You?

Wolf Eyes

The light of your eyes shines for me in the darkness of my existence. One of my few lights "at the end fo the earth"! Thanks for being there...

This Pain

This pain is slowly dragging me to insanity...

Phantom Of The Opera

I wish...

I wish I had the strenght to tell you how your look makes me feel... If the "eyes are the window of the soul" I wonder what my "window" shows when I look at you?

Six Feet Under

"You'll twist and turn your spite
Till you drain the sane
Cover up your track's with lie's
Deceit hide's a smile

So tired of this false pretence
Can't even look me in the eye
Approached by truth, you take offence
Praise the hypocrite!

I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet unders, where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running

What lie's behind close door's
Your slave's dance, you stamp your feet
Secrecy will land you on your face
No game, no gain

Your sheer presence make's my skin crawl
But your stale memory drag's on

What goes around, comes around

I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet unders where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running

We'll spit on your grave until your soul scream's
Six feet unders not deep enough
No sleep lost, good thing's come to those who wait"

Angtoria- Six Feet Under's Not Deep Enough

Medo

Às vezes, o Medo impede-nos de arriscarmos e lutar pelo que queremos. Mas chega sempre o momento em que a verdade "explode", qual erupção vulcânica. O sofrimento é sempre difícil de suportar mas se não arriscarmos nunca experienciaremos os momentos pelos quais vale realmente a pena viver...

Para mim, os momentos bons são curtos e, por isso devemos vivê-los de forma intensa! Só que as pessoas preferem viver num mundo de ilusões, de mentiras e de aparências a admitirem o que sentem e ter a coragem de avançar. Não quero isto para mim.

Tou cansada de jogos, de meias verdades, de ter que fingir e de ser mal interpretada. Será que à medida que avançamos em idade ficamos mais fracos e cobardes? Ou será antes por já termos tido demasiadas mágoas e desilusões?

Qual o caminho certo a seguir? Como acabar com o Medo? Qual será o "antídoto"?

WinterDarkness

Into My Arms

"I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms

And I don't believe in the existence of angels

But looking at you I wonder if that's true

But if I did I would summon them together

And ask them to watch over you

To each burn a candle for you

To make bright and clear your path

And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love

And guide you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms

And I believe in Love

And I know that you do too

And I believe in some kind of path

That we can walk down, me and you

So keep your candle burning

And make «his» journey bright and pure

That «he» will keep returning

Always and evermore

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms, O Lord

Into my arms"

Nick Cave- Into My Arms

I'll See You In My Dreams

"I'll see you in my dreams,

Hold you in my dreams.

Someone took you out of my arms,

Still I feel the thrill of your charms.

Lips that once were mine,

Tender eyes that shine,

They will light my way tonight,

I'll see you in my dreams.

Now!

I'll see you in my dreams,

Hold you in my dreams.

Someone took you out of my arms,

Still I feel the thrill of your charms.

Lips that once were mine,

Tender eyes that shine,

They will light my way tonight,

I'll see you in my dreams.

Now!

I'll see you in my dreams,

I'll see you in my dreams."

cover by Moonspell

E isto não podia ser mais verdadeiro nestes dias em que me sinto como zombie; "souless", completamente perdida neste mundo de sombras...

Cancelado

fonte: http://destakdiario.blogspot.com

Sem Inspiração...

Bem como não ando muito inspirada para escrever textos meus aqui vos deixo um pequeno excerto de um livro de Paulo Coelho intitulado "Na Margem do Rio Piedra Eu Sentei e Chorei". É um belo livro.

"Às vezes somos possuídos por uma sensação de tristeza que não conseguimos controlar -dizia ele.- Percebemos que o instante mágico daquele dia passou e nada fizemos. Então, a vida esconde a sua magia e a sua arte.
Temos que dar ouvidos à criança que fomos um dia e que ainda existe dentro de nós. Essa criança percebe de instantes mágicos. Podemos sufocar o seu pranto, mas não podemos calar a sua voz. (...)
Se não nascermos de novo, se não tornarmos a olhar a vida com a inocência e o entusiasmo da infância, viver não terá mais sentido. (...)
Prestemos atenção ao que nos diz a criança que temos guardada no peito. Não nos envergonhemos por causa dela. Não vamos deixar que ela tenha medo, porque está só e quase nunca é ouvida.
Vamos permitir que ela tome um pouco as rédeas da nossa existência. Essa criança sabe que um dia é diferente do outro.
Vamos fazer com que ela se sinta amada novamente. Vamos agradar-lhe- mesmo que isso signifique agir de uma maneira a que não estamos acostumados, mesmo que isso pareça uma tolice aos olhos dos outros. (...)
Se ouvirmos a criança que temos na alma, os nossos olhos tornarão a brilhar. Se não perdermos o contacto com essa criança, não perderemos o contacto com a vida."

Paulo Coelho- Na Margem do Rio Piedra Eu Sentei e Chorei

Lightening

Às vezes precisamos de um "tratamento de choque"! Temos que acordar para a vida...

Last Call

"There is a doorway, a running sea

Indise of Me...
There is a calling inside of Me,
Flowing from Me...
Inside of Me (the)


Atlantic

Last Call...
Last hope for the last of the creed.
Last call. Doorway.
Your waters will spread inside Me"

Moonspell- Atlantic


P.S.- This is the Last Call... Hope is dying... There's no more time left... All is darkness and solitude... No life in this wasteland... My heart is turning into stone...

Cat Swimming

www.postercrazy.com/fun/parodies

Assim sem ti

"Avião sem asa, fogueira sem brasa
Sou eu assim sem você
Futebol sem bola. Piu-Piu sem Frajola
Sou eu assim sem você

Por que é que tem que ser assim?
Se o meu desejo não tem fim
Eu te quero a todo instante
Nem mil alto-falantes
Vão poder falar por mim

Amor sem beijinho,
Buchecha sem Claudinho
Sou eu assim sem você
Circo sem palhaço, namoro sem amasso
Sou eu assim sem você
To louca pra te ver chegar
To louca pra te ter nas mãos
Deitar no teu abraço, retomar o pedaço
Que falta no meu coração

Eu não existo longe de você
E a solidão é o meu pior castigo
Eu conto as horas pra poder te ver
Mas o relógio tá de mal comigo. Porque? Pooooooorque?

Neném sem chupeta, Romeu sem Julieta
Sou eu assim sem você
Carro sem estrada, queijo sem goiabada
Sou eu assim sem você

Por que é que tem que ser assim?
Se o meu desejo não tem fim
Eu te quero a todo instante
Nem mil alto-falantes
Vão poder falar por mim

Eu não existo longe de você
E a solidão é o meu pior castigo
Eu conto as horas pra poder te ver
Mas o relógio tá de mal comigo"

Adriana Calcanhoto- Fico Assim Sem Você

P.S.- Hoje deu-me para aqui lol

Não sei...

"Não sei. Falta-me um sentido, um tacto

Para a vida, para o amor, para a glória...
Para que serve qualquer história,
Ou qualquer facto?

Estou só, só como ninguém ainda esteve,
Oco dentro de mim, sem depois nem antes.
Parece que passam sem ver-me os instantes,
Mas passam sem que o seu passo seja leve.

Começo a ler, mas cansa-me o que ainda não li.
Quero pensar, mas dói-me o que irei concluir.
O sonho pesa-me antes de o ter. Sentir
É tudo uma coisa como qualquer coisa que já vi.

Não ser nada, ser uma figura de romance,
Sem vida, sem morte material, uma ideia,
Qualquer coisa que nada tornasse útil ou feia,
Uma sombra num chão irreal, um sonho num transe."

por Álvaro de Campos

This is Me...

This is me standing here

This is me calling you
This is me frozen
Not daring to say that I feel for you...

Despair- Ridden Hearts

"All bridges... on fire!
As onward and onward we ride
The smoke rises higher, higher...
Up the ever-darkening sky
So quickly everything swirled; descent of the world
Now it's all a chaotic ruin

Burning eerie, saphire
The foretoken of closing doom
Glowing dreadful and dire, dire...
Is the ever-haunting moon
So sickly everything twirled; the end of the world
Now it's all a chaotic ruin

We came so far
So deeply wounded and so scarred our despair-ridden hearts
Frail as we are
Firmly united we will stand 'til the world falls apart"

Sentenced- Despair- Ridden Hearts

choosen by Dark Capricorn

Poison

"Your cruel device
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill

I want to love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (and pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Poison

One look could kill
My pain, your thrill

I want to love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Poison

I want to love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison, yeah
I don't want to break these chains
Poison, oh no
Runnin'deep inside my veins,
Burnin'deep inside my veins
It's poison
I don't want to break these chains"

Alice Cooper- Poison

P.S.- Querida Eye, o teu pedido foi realizado! ;)

Kuolema Tekee Taiteilijan

Anna minum päästä pois. I-kirjain harhaisku te...

P.S.- Quem acertar na tradução desta frase para português ou quem mais se aproximar pode escolher uma música para eu postar a respectiva letra aqui no blog lol.


Good luck!

Artigo sobre Moonspell

"Insustentável Peso do Ser"

"O feitiço do black metal continua a não ser quebrado pela meia-noite. A abóbora não perde a dignidade, nem o sapatinho. Muito menos se transforma em Cinderela depois das doze badaladas. Para bem do som metálico imune a ferrugens e sobretudo a histórias com final cor-de-rosa. O antídoto de há três anos não chegou para apaziguar os corações dos lobos, nem para entornar o caldeirão de magias negras ou aplanar os caminhos hereges percorridos pelos veteranos Moonspell. 'Memorial', o oitavo álbum do grupo, segue o rastilho incendiário dos pesos pesados, os ambientes saturados e os cenários atmosféricos que dirigem convite ao êxtase. A candeia da criatividade continua acesa e faz finca pé em alumiar a maturidade pujante do grupo e da voz de Fernando Ribeiro, que tem encontro marcado com a inocência e influências das primeiras chamas. A banda portuguesa mais internacional de sempre, com um percurso invejável além-fronteiras, volta atrás para dar mais um passo em frente. Recupera as raízes do heavy metal para lhes injectar mais uma dose de inovação e soro gótico. A noite, palco de todos os encantamentos, mantém-se boa conselheira. E os Moonspell, com pouco ou nada a provar, confirmam que nela nem todos os gatos são pardos."

por Maria Ramos Silva na revista do Correio da Manhã de hoje (25/06/06)

So cold...

"Will the rain wash away our tears?
Will the pain set us free these years
Wounds that keep us apart
Natural wishes arrested in the heart

This scar will make me go far
So I can never see your face again
Please wipe away this pain
Cannot breathe like this, in vain
I try to explain"

excerto de Cold and Deep Scar- Fullmoonchild

so cold... without you... are you there?

Pombos

Void

Não me saem as palavras que quero escrever... não digo o que quero dizer. Parece que só consigo sentir. Sem saber qual o próximo passo a dar caminhando muito a custo completamente desorientada devido a todas as vozes que me rodeiam; tou cansada dessas vozes e de mim mesma pois não encontro nenhum conforto na reflexão. Fico mais confusa ainda e a força da emoção vai afastanto todo e qualquer pensamento racional. Não pode ser assim... Tenho que me forçar a parar um pouco para decidir que fazer. Não me posso deixar mais consumir e torturar-me a mim mesma pelo que sinto pois isso só irá aniquilar e transformar numa coisa má este sentimento que é bom...

"Was it for this we sold our souls?" Moonspell- Finisterra

November Rain

"When I look into your eyes

I can see a love restrained

But darlin' when I hold you

Don't you know I feel the same

'Nothing' lasts forever

And we both know hearts can change

And it's hard to hold a candle

In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long, long time

Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go

An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today

Walking away

When it takes the time

To lay it on the line

I could rest my head

Just knowin' that you were mine

All mine

So if you want to love me

Then darlin' don't refrain

Or I'll just end up walkin'

In the cold November rain

Do you need some time... on your own

Do you need some time... all alone

Everybody needs sometime... on their own

Don't you know you need sometime... all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart

When even friends seem out to harm you

But if you could heal a broken heart

Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time... on my own

Sometimes I need some time... all alone

Everybody needs some time... on their own

Don't you know you need some time... all alone

And when your fears subside

And shadows still remain

I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame

So never mind the darkness

We still can find a way

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

Even the cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody

Don't ya think that you need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

You're not the only one"

Guns N' Roses- November Rain

Cansaço

Tou tão farta e triste que acho que não vou aguentar por muito mais tempo... Há coisas que são mesmo ou devem ser "best forgotten"!

End Of An Era

Nightwish- Creek Mary's Blood

"Soon I will be here no more
You`ll hear the tale
Through my blood
Through my people
And the eagle`s cry
The bear within will never lay to rest



Wandering on Horizon Road
Following the trail of tears

White man came
Saw the blessed land
We cared, you took
You fought, we lost
Not the war but an unfair fight
Sceneries painted beautiful in blood

Wandering on Horizon Road
Following the trail of tears
Once we were here
Where we have lived since the world began
Since time itself gave us this land

Our souls will join again the wild
Our home in peace `n war `n death

Wandering on Horizon Road..."

I still dream every night
Of them wolves, them mustangs, those endless prairies
The restless winds over mountaintops
The unspoilt frontier of my kith n`kin
The hallowed land of the Great Spirit
I still believe
In every night
In every day
I am like the caribou
And you like the wolves that make me stronger
We never owed you anything
Our only debt is one life for our Mother
It was a good day to chant this song
For Her

Our spirit was here long before you
Long before us
And long will it be after your pride brings you to your end "

P.S- O dvd dos Nightwish "Enf of an Era" está brutal!! Fabuloso...

Confusion

Há muito tempo que o sonho e o sentimento me acompanhavam, ora em forma de visão ora em forma de encontro real e as nossas vidas sempre desencontradas nunca permitiram uma maior aproximação. Os cruzamentos foram sempre rápidos e fugazes, delirantes e dolorosos… Talvez não esteja “escrito nas estrelas”; talvez não passe de um sonho; uma mera fantasia louca que vem perdendo a sua força mas mesmo assim não esquecerei nunca todos os bons momentos, todas as noites plenas de som, de luz, de cor e da “loucura da lua cheia”. Quando olho para trás vejo os anos que já passaram e toda a história de vida que se foi construindo. Os momentos do passado atormentam-me quando mais próxima estou de ti e ao mesmo tempo que me fazem sorrir e agradecer aos céus por te ver mais uma vez fazem-me também desesperar um pouco pela incerteza de um reencontro e pela sensação que tudo será apenas este pouco…
Este pouco que me cegava e me fazia esquecer de tudo à minha volta até que uma outra luz brilhou por momentos e aí percebi que tudo pode mudar de repente pelo menos dentro de nós e que sentimentos antigos podem regressar mais fortes e de maneiras que nos surpreendem o que não é necessariamente mau… Tudo é confuso, incerto e sinto a visão toldada por pensamentos contraditórios e sinto-me dividida. Não me quero precipitar mas é difícil controlar o que sinto mas faço-o por várias razões: devido à incerteza, devido a ilusões, a todas as mágoas já sofridas, ao medo de perder o que tenho e não o que nunca tive… Tenho que reflectir, tenho que mudar de rumo, tenho que me afastar e deixar a poeira assentar. Não me quero magoar mas também não quero magoar ninguém. Sei que um dia tudo se irá esclarecer…

Loneliness

I find no confort in loneliness. I'm sick of it...

Protege Moi

Moonspell em Abrantes

fotos por WinterDarkness

Faz hoje um ano...

Sanguine

foto por Clyde Caldwell- "Vampire"(1991)

"Find me with the howling

In the night I will be waiting under

Remember how cold the touch

When you fall with another

Approaching the eternal day

The everlasting nothing between us

The everlasting nothing around us

Returning in your other shape

At midnight the failing wonder

Remember there can be only one

We the trophy of each other

Sanguine - your love comes to me in oceans of blood

Find me with the howling

In the night I am going under

Remember how cold the touch

You have fallen with another

Leave me by the fading

Silenced in the trust

Remember how cold the touch

When we breed one another

Sanguine - your love comes to me in oceans of blood

The everlasting ignorance around us, forever living sickness inside us

The silence still not finished with us, the madness breeding when we do
For you I will cut my veins open and let you hide on them

For you I will cut my veins open, let you live freely on them

Sanguine - your love comes to me in oceans of blood"

in Memorial by Moonspell


P.S.- Esta é dedicada a mim e a quem está comigo nos meus momentos negros.

Escuridão

Pairo em silêncio por entre as sombras que me rodeiam... Não existem mais lágrimas pois já foram derramadas em tantas tormentas que não sei se há mais algum bom sentimento cá dentro que as alimente. Sinto frio que me paralisa os ossos e que me diz que não há mais esperança... Tonta, corro atrás da luz que me possa provar o contrário mas, quando alcanço uma, esta brilha intensamente apenas por momentos, antes de se extinguir e me devolver a uma maior escuridão que antes. As luzes não passam de ilusões criadas pelo desalento e infinita tristeza... Os meus olhos parecem loucos! Loucos porque não acham o calor de um olhar que preencha de sentimento, o vazio da minha alma que é cada vez mais um deserto. A minha alma e infinitas outras almas solitárias, cegas pelo desgosto e cansadas de tanta mágoa vagueiam na eterna escuridão...

Almost FullMoon

The Gift- Music

"I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

and I try

I try to be the only one with this melody in my head,

but I think I hear this song somewhere.

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

And I think I hear this song

And I think I hear this song somewhere...

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me,

I’m doing this for love,

I guess I’m doing it for everyone around me.

I’m doing it for music,

I’m doing it for love,

I’m doing it for everyone around me..."

Postagem 69

Um filósofo português de seu nomel Manuel Sérgio disse que "os sonhos são as asas da alma". E quando essas asas estão quebradas pelo fogo do inferno da solidão e da saudade nesta eternidade de escuridão?

All shall fade...

"Home is behind
The world ahead
And there are many paths to thread
Through shadow
To the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight
Mist and shadow
Cloud and shade
All shall fade
All shall... fade"

sang by Peregrin Took (Billy Boyd) on Lord od the Rings- The Return of the King

Esta é dedicada a Eye of Horus, Rip and Meph

P.S.- Ando um pouco afastada mas sempre presente...